Prologue
This article is about the proposal, which I made only once on my lifetime. The interesting part of the proposal is that I missed the chance of using the most precious words “I Love You”.
Reason Behind
As, the girl whom I loved got married (I didn’t proposed her), the time came for me to fell in love for the second time, with another girl. Actually, this was not love at first sight. I knew that girl very well. She was a good friend of mine (colleague). I wasn’t having a clue about I am above to fell in love with her.I really don’t realize when exactly, I fell in love with her. But, it happened.
I was at the bench. Was having more leisure time to do love. I did more unwanted things, so that she got clue as something was wrong with me.I started flirting around her. Day by day, my love for her was growing up like pressure you feel at stomach while having dysentery.
The day came when I couldn’t resist any more of feeling the pressure. I got courage and fixed myself to do propose her at the particular day. As already I postponed the event twice.
The Day of Proposal
I was determined to do propose at that particular day. I wasn’t having any better thing to do other than hearing music. While waiting to follow her while she was leaving to home.
I was listening to the music shared from her PC. The reason is simple; the music will stop itself once she switches off her PC. It happened, I ran before her towards the gate with my things (which I packed already).
As like the most bollywood flicks, pretended like I am meeting her by accident at the gate. We both got inside the lift. Here comes the villain, our colleague entered the lift at the last moment. But, I was least bothered by his intervention.
As my pressure under stomach is growing and waiting to explode at any moment. I was not to loose the event of mine. I felt myself comfortable and I don’t know whether I will be feeling the same level of comfort later. So, I started my historical proposal event.
Event of Proposal
I got my full courage and was least bothered about the third person inside the lift. Invited her for a talk at the near by restaurant. As she already got the clue about symptoms. She was acting carefully to handle the situation. She told as she was in hurry to reach home.
As I was determined to do the proposal, I convinced her to sit down at our smoking zone for a five minutes talk.
Here comes the conversation:
Me: Yes
Her: __________ Blank look with slight expression of fear ________________
Me: Do you know the reason why I asked you to make this conversation
Her: No
Me: Come on, you might have guessed it.
Her: No, Tell me what (with slight smile on her face)
Me: At least, just tell me what you guessed.
(In the next, she accepted the fact about she guessed my proposal and love for her)
Her: Why you want to say this?
Me: Just because I like you very much, feel you are good.
Her: No. Let, us be just friends. Hope to be friend of you nothing more.
Me: Ok fine, Thanks
(I was running out of that scene. With great relief from the pressure I felt under stomach).
Later after a moment, I realized the fact that I missed the only chance to use those three prominent words “I Love You” in filmi style.
